How Will You Choose to Use Your 2012?

Today is the beginning of a New Year. It is a reminder of how fast last year went and serves as an example of how our life truly is a vapor. This morning our pastor said something that really struck me. He said "God has given to us a bank of time and we withdraw from it every year." He gave an example...if we only have $10, it is likely we will spend it carefully. But if we have unlimited funds, our use of money may not be as careful. In the same regard, our use of time is so important.  Each day is a gift of grace and we are certainly not promised tomorrow.

I like to talk my problems out. Yesterday I started pouring out different struggles to E and as I voiced my pity party, I realized my biggest issue. I'd spent the last month or two trying to "fit in" and "feel comfortable." I love the thought of our home in perfect order, a problem-free marriage, a handful of friends and a perfect life, but the gaping hole I had been trying to fill with all these imperfect things (once again) just didn't cut it. While God has blessed me with different roles, I cannot forget my ultimate purpose here on earth is for Him alone. 

This morning's message added on to everything God had revealed to me yesterday. How did I spend the last 365 days? More importantly, how am I going to spend the next 366? (It's leap year ;) ) Will I spend my time on selfish desires or unfulfilling avenues, or will I live day to day seeking to bring God glory in everything He asks of me? Both mindsets will bring completely different decisions in our day to day living. 

This is something that I felt convicted about and had to share. My prayer for you is that you use your time wisely this new year, allowing the Holy Spirit to work in and through you.

Happy New Years,

Dianne